It is 1:25 AM as I write this.
Insomnia really is a struggle.
I’ve been tossing and turning since 10 PM.
So, I got up and decided to jot a bit.
I have to be up to get ready for work at 4 AM, so this is probably a bad idea.
The good news, though?
I had to go see my doctor a few days ago, and he prescribed me a sleeping pill.
I still haven’t picked it up yet, but I plan to do that tomorrow from the Pharmacy.
He asked if I’ve tried things like going to bed later, reading before bed, listening to music, etc.
After I told him I’ve tried it all, he got to typing and told me what he was going to prescribe me and told me to try it to see if it helps. I shall let y’all know how that goes. 😊 It better help – because my sleep is all messed up, and as soon as I get to sleep, I can’t stay asleep.
So, let’s chat!
The doctor visit:
It was forced.
You know I don’t go to the doctor or hospital unless I absolutely have to.
The DMV kind of forced this one.
In 2016, I had a little medical emergency and woke up in the E.R.
Since then – the DMV liked to play this little game of, “We have to check on you and make sure you’re safe to drive”. I promise you – there was no drugs or alcohol involved, and I blame lack of sleep, exhaustion, burnout and a long day – when this happened. Nonetheless – I was behind the wheel, and thankfully – I was in a parking lot when I passed out.
Again – we’re talking about almost a decade ago!
Serious shit, I know!
That was before I moved to Minnesota and my doctor back then – wrote it off as nothing more than a medical emergency and said I was good to go. They ran tests, they did blood work, and everything came back fine. I was told what I could do to stop it from happening again, and it’s been almost TEN YEARS since that day – without it ever happening again.
I also haven’t heard from the DMV in so many years, so imagine my surprise when I got a letter stating that my license would be cancelled if I didn’t go get ANOTHER form signed by my new doctor here in Minnesota – stating that I’m okay to drive. WTF. I was so aggravated, and I called my doctor’s office, but they couldn’t get me in until the 8th. No, that’s not going to work, and this is why!
I explained the situation to the lady who answered – and finally – she asked if I wanted to “come in and see him at 3 PM today”.
That was a few days ago.
I’ve had this doctor here in Minnesota for about a year 1/2 now.
He was amazing at getting me in, and he signed that paperwork right away – making sure to have his nurse fax it quickly to stop any actions against my license. He laughed about it and called it “absolutely ridiculous almost a decade later”.
THANK YOU!!!!!
THAT’S WHAT I SAID!!!!!
Okay, I understand it. I get that they have a job to do and they have to make sure everyone on the road is safe to be on the road, but A DECADE LATER??!!!!!! Still, we giggled about it, and he did what he had to do.
Once he finished the paperwork, I expected to thank him, tell him “Have a great day!”, and be on my way.
No!
My doctor had other plans.
He says, “Well, it’s great to see you, and since I have you here – and I haven’t seen you in a while, we should just go ahead and do a follow-up visit”. I laughed and told him, “This is why I don’t come here. You want to sit and talk about everything else that I didn’t come here for”. He laughed, and he knew I was joking, but I was also very much serious. Sir, I’m just trying to be on my way. 🤣
He asked a few questions about how I’ve been feeling, asked if I had any new changes in my health I’m concerned about, if I was getting enough rest – (no – because you just prescribed me sleeping meds). You know the answer to that! ha.
He asked a few other questions, and then he listened to my lungs / heart. He went over my lab results from the last time I had lab work done and told me everything looks great and asked me if I had any questions for him or anything I wanted to talk about.
Did I ask him if he could give me tummy tuck?! Yes. Yes, I did!!!!
I gave him my best look.
(Photo by S.P.M. on Pinterest)
He looked at me and smiled.
He told me, “If I’m being honest, would it be a benefit? Yes, but I don’t really think you need it. I think with enough slow and steady exercise, everything would tighten up on its own”.
No. That’s not what I’m trying to hear.
He continued and said if it’s something I really want to do, we can look into it, but there would be a process to go through. Seeing a dietician first, seeing a psychologist, and making sure I’m okay for it. I didn’t know I’d have to jump through so many hoops, and while I totally get the dietician part of it – I was confused about the Psych part.
I guess it’s because doctors and surgeons want to make sure that the person getting the tummy tuck – or whatever surgery they want – has realistic expectations from it, has a strong mindset for it, they’re mentally stable, and to prepare the person for the emotional challenges after the surgery.
Makes sense.
I told him, “Let’s do this!”. He put in a referral and said they’d call me in a week or so to talk to me and we’d go from there.
Maybe I don’t need it. I just have the typical “mommy tummy” as I call it, but I don’t like it, and I want it gone. It almost made me feel good when he said he didn’t think I needed it, but – I disagree. Maybe I’ll get into my workouts, see results and decide against it. Who knows?
Anyway, this adorably cute doctor of mine – finished up our visit, looked at me and told me, “Don’t be a stranger, okay?”. I laughed and told him, “Oh, I’m going to be a stranger. You know I don’t like this place. It’s not you. I just don’t like doctors and hospitals”. He laughed and told me, “I know”. I thanked him and went on my way.
My daughter was with me and she had me laughing so much when she asked, “Why did it sound like you were breaking up with the guy? You said – It’s not you…..”. 😁 I mean, it’s true. It’s not him. It’s me. If he wanted to meet up for coffee, or dinner – or a movie – then I would definitely not be a stranger, but in the professional doctor / patient setting, no thanks!
The man is very much married though, and I don’t break up marriages, so even then – it would be a no.
So – my license won’t be cancelled, and he basically told the DMV to stop bothering me – in his medical terms. lol. The tummy tuck thing? Possibly happening.
Other than that –
The book:
I just started reading this book I keep hearing SO MUCH about.
Women all over TIKTOK are talking about it, and all the emotions it brings out of them.
Some have cried talking about it. Some have been playfully mad talking about it. Some have been like, “What the hell, dude?”. It’s all over the TOK and it got me interested in reading this book that’s going viral.
This book so far – has made me smile. It has irritated me. It has made me smile again. It has made wonder why the hell Jaime is playing with emotions and playing both sides like he is, and then it made me wonder why the hell in the college years – “B” is playing with emotions and playing both sides like she is – and has me wondering WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON????????????????????????? WHY CAN’T THESE TWO FIGURE IT OUT?????????????????
First of all – the book starts off by saying on the inside:
“One day, whether you are 14, 28, or 65…you will stumble upon someone who will start a fire in you that cannot die. However – the saddest, most awful truth you will ever come to find – is – they are not always with whom we spend our lives”. – Beau Taplin.
I FELT THAT. It’s such a real quote.
But –
This book starts off with this Junior in high school – running with her best friend, and she accidently bumps into this cute Senior boy she says she saw first. It goes on to say, “Truth is – I lost the ability to do anything the minute I looked up at him. It was an unfamiliar, warm ache that spread through my chest as I used my hand to shield the sun streaming in behind his silhouette, just how you’d expect the first sip of Whiskey to feel”. She goes on to refer to this boy – as “Whiskey” since that day.
I don’t want to give the book away in case you want to read it, but you should totally check it out.
Pick up a copy or download it on Kindle – which is where I’m reading it now and give it a try. I recommend it!! He does end up liking her friend, so why is he texting “B” – telling her “Take a ride with me”. The book had me hooked the first few chapters, and eventually – while she’s in love with “Whiskey” – he’s supposed to be the boy she never sees again after high school – but…………………………….
Na. I can’t spoil it for you. Go read it. Seriously – it’s a great book so far, and I’ve been through some emotions myself reading this. I just got my daughter into it, and even she – is like “WHAT THE HELL?”. haha. She hates reading actual books, but this one – she’s really into as well. She has actually gotten way ahead of me.
She laughed in the car the other day when I was parked somewhere reading it, and on page 60 – I yelled out, “NO WAY!”. As I kept reading in shock, I yelled out again, “NNNOOOO WWAAAAYYY!”. 🙄🤣💕 There were two big shockers.
Anyway – get you the book and have a good read! Let me know what you think if you do.
I got this from GOOGLE:
- Star-Crossed Lovers: Breck and Jamie’s story spans years, marked by undeniable chemistry but poor timing.
- Addictive Connection: Readers describe feeling “intoxicated” by the story, mirroring the novel’s title and central theme of addiction and intense feeling.
My loves.
I feel like I had something else to write about, but I can’t think of it right now, and I’m getting tired actually.
I’m going to end this here and hope you all have a great week!
💕Shel💕
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